♥ my one and only JAYSON TAN

Disappointment!

2012-01-29T18:31:00.001+08:00

Some time ii seriously wonder.
Wonder do you even understand me and know what ii want or not.
ii don't think so.
Every time when ii see my fren getting propose ii will hint you.
But you always think that what ii meant was the gift or present they received.
But ii'm so sorry.
That's not what ii mean.
What ii want is a propose from you.
With or without things ii don't mind.
At least you propose to me.
What ii want is not the money that counts but the thoughts that count.
Do you even know?
What ii want is just you opening your mouth and propose.
You say you understand this and that but till the very last thing you still say that also need a ring to propose to me.
ii don't need a ring, ii don't need a present.
ii just need those words.
You really hurt me deeply when ii say ii hate you and you ask me why? Isit because that you don't have the money to buy me those things?
Get your mind right!
If ii'm those money minded kind of person ii won't even choose you in the first place.
When most of the ppl disagree.
ii won't even settle down with you and give birth to a son and been tied down.
Unable to go to the places ii want to go.
Do the things ii want to do.
ii really wonder are we even compatible?
Are we?
ii'm really disappointed.
Thanks to you.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

Photo of my little boy.

2012-01-03T00:17:00.001+08:00

Photo of him since birth till now.
<3

Longed since updated.

2012-01-03T00:04:00.001+08:00

Hi.
Sorry being long since ii update my blog.
Due to some prob ii aren't able to update my blog tru my lappy.
Since my last update till now my precious boy is already 7 mnth old.
He is indeed a mischievous one.
Seriously can't stand him.
He have already grow his 2 little teeth.
Since birth till now really had gone tru alot with him.
He really brought me alot of laughter and angriness.
When just give birth he is really adorable.
Just slp and wake up for milk punctually.
Slowly he know how to smile and move his hand and leg.
Then start to be talkative.
Keep talking his baby language non stop.
Next he start to walk in his little walker.
Slowly enjoy and walking around.
Next he learn to flip over.
Now everything he is on hand.
And start to be very naughty.
Seeking attention and playing around.
Pulling everything he could see and put in his mouth.
Oh my.
Previously just had a great fall from the bed.
And had one big baluku on his head.
Due to his flipping and turning on the bed.
ii start worrying.
Everytime he grow up he turn more and more active and naughty.
ii can't imagine the future.
Zzz
But due to his action, he really bring alot of laughter to the family.
Alot of ppl dote him much.
Even my mum.
Sometime it do make me jealous.
Hahas.
Cause my mum use to dote me alot till he was out in this world.
Seeing him growing up day by day and mnth by mnth ii really felt very xin wei.
Even though ii have been tied down by him but ii'm fine with it.
He is really very impt to me.
No one and ii mean no one can replace him.
Some time looking at him make my tears roll down.
Everything ii have been tru is worth it.
Really love him alot.
Son, if one day after you grow up and this blog here still exit, pls take note that mummy really love you alot and pls be a good boy alright?

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

Testing testing

2012-01-02T22:43:00.001+08:00

Testing testing for publishing.

37 more days!

2011-04-25T17:46:00.002+08:00

hmmm.
what should ii blog this time?
baby still left around 37 more days to get to see this world!
everything is almost done just waiting for his arrival.
ii have a complex of mix feeling now.
happy, curious and scared.
scared of the labouring time.
at first ii'm not afraid of it.
but there's once ii admitted to kkh tot ii would be giving birth anytime.
the feeling simply just freak me out when waiting for cab down.
hahas.
just that moment ii can seriously shiver when waiting.
but everything was fine.
happy cause after so many mnths of hard work finally this little devil is coming out.
curious is cause ii really wonder how will my little devil look like.
ii have a feeling my this little devil weights alot.
felt that he's so heavy.
wahahas.
having a hard time moving around.
crawling out of bed and even lying down on bed.
my body heat seriously like hell man!
always felt hot no matter how's the weather outside.
have to stay in the aircon room or face directly in front of the fan.
the doc say that this little devil is very active.
ii really wonder would he also be so active when he comes out?
he's a little devil now in my tummy.
really hope he won't be one when he comes out.
hehe.
sometime just couldn't wait for his arrival!
so excited thinking of it.
now reaching this state ii notice my appetite have cut down.
heard it's normal.
cause due to baby rotating of their head preparing to come out and etc will cut down my appetite.
seriously baby boy.
ii really hope and wish you would be a healthy and lively boy when you come out so noone can say nasty things again.
this period of having you mummy really have let ppl say alot of things.
so for mummy sake of fighting back for mummy's right you must promise to come out and be a healthy, cute and chubby boy.
hehe.
feeling more and more tired nowadays due to gonna labour soon.
felt damn lazy too.
can't even pack and clean my room.
hehe.
think shall end here lerhs bahs!
tatas~

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

New stuff bought for precious baby kayven!

2011-04-10T18:15:00.010+08:00

baby kayven 7th mnth big

2011-03-18T22:15:00.004+08:00

baby kayven is already 7th mnth old.

and his weight now is around 1.3kg and is 15cm big.

doc say that he is perfectly healthy, fine and strong.

whereas it assure me everything.

glad to hear all this.

now ii'm at the 3rd trimester of pregnancy.

everything is normal.

just for some of the pregnancy act of it when ii first knew that ii'm pregnant came back.

ii can't take much heat now.

can't even slp at night.

sometime when ii slping ii just felt that ii'm half aslp.

dreaming almost everyday.

hahas.

but all this is okay.

what's make me cannot stand it is the backache and giddiness.

sometime when ii just wanna go out also can't.

out of sudden will feel nausea and the giddiness is the kind of blacking out.

so ii seldom dare to go out.

looking for jobs during pregnancy is the worst thing!

ii had never came over job searching in such a difficulty spot.

but what to do?

cause of some family prob and financial prob ii still have to move on and look for jobs.

this coming mon ii'm going for 3 interview.

hope everything will go smooth for me.

really have to work to buy baby's thing.

just notice ii still have so much to buy after listing everything out and baby kayven is coming out just around in 2mnths plus time.

the time is getting nearer.

felt so excited and scare.

really wonder how will my boy look like?

and will he have alot of hair.

baby with alot of hair really look adorable!

but when ii'm thinking about the delivery time everything cannot settle me down.

getting more and more emotional lately.

trying not to think so much so that ii won't affect the baby.

and now my appetite is horrible!

ii can eat at least 2bowl of rice when ii'm hungry and felt very hungry in less than 30mins.

yes.

some ppl tell me that don't take in too much carbonated food but only carbonated food will make me full.

and ii felt that you can take in carbonated food but just that you have to know how to control your serving.

and thanks for the support of those passer-by to my blog.

your comments really motivate me alot.

Shall update soon!

Take care ppl~

Our baby's clothes!

2011-02-12T03:16:00.005+08:00

Thanks to bitch liping for giving me all this baby's clothes.

actually there's still alot more but just posting this few.

looking at all this baby's clothes make me wanna let my precious boy wear it soon.

it would be so cute!

wahahas! counting down to 3mnth plus more for our boy, kayven to come to this world.

sometime tot of it make me scare too.

cause times like running fast.

afraid of the part of giving birth.

really wonder how would our boy look like.

who will he look like more.

sometime ii wish that he doesn't have the habit of my hubby!

cause his habit like rubbish!!!

wahahas!

and now baby kayven is 6th mnth big.

sometime when ii'm playing games, he tend to also be like so excited with me.

kicking and punching damn hard till very obvious!

and he really understand our words.

example> sometime he's so quiet, no movement! when ii put hubby hand on my tummy asking baby to kick his daddy, he really kick him.

so cute!

baby is growing now and then.

and my appetite is getting bigger too!

ii can be eating non-stop truout the day.

it's like my mouth can't stop biting.

tsk!

ii'm afraid that my appetite will maintain this big after ii give birth too!

then ii will become a big, fat pig.

ii wanna control my appetite after ii give birth.

seriously cannot continue with this kind of appetite!

Shall update soon!

Take care ppl~

Heart broken!

2011-01-22T17:14:00.002+08:00

have had my baby's gender already.
and ii'm having a lil boy as expected.
see-ing the pic up there is the face of our precious.
showing the little hand, nose, eyes and mouth if you see clearly.
Happy about it but somehow ii felt that today is the wrong day of posting such a happy event.
due to moodless and unhappiness.
times flies.
we had been tgth for 10mnth and married for 1 mnth.
and things do change after been in a r/s for long.
you're my longest bf if we aren't married.
but somehow, ii don't know why ii felt that we aren't like the past anymore.
yes, you do make me laugh and smile everyday.
you do still coax me when ii'm upset.
but you don't care and love like the past anymore.
am ii thinking too much?
too over sensitive?
in the past when when ii hurt myself or etc over a minor thing, you sure will get very work up.
but as for now, ii aren't see-ing all this anymore.
when ii'm having pain due to the baby, you just simply laugh at my action or use words to show your care.
where's your action?
isit that you're too tired after work and just wanna had a good rest and ignoring everything.
the time we spent are getting lesser.
sometime ii would show that ii don't care but you know ii do care deep down.
ii'm trying to spent more time and cherish every moment we spent.
sometime when ii felt upset of your ignorance ii would use this to comfort myself by saying you're tired after a whole day of work.
to support me and this family.
but this don't last long.
ii just can't keep using this to comfort myself.
you know, you're the reason behind my happy and sad moments?
sometime ii look at the pic we took when we're still in our honeymoon period.
tears rolled down my face.
just purely looking at the pic, the pic is telling me a sweet story we used to have.
after that ii look at our wedding pic.
this time is a different story.
the pic is saying ii'm just happy at the outer.
but in the inner ii might not be that happy.
everyday staying at home and rot.
what ii wish for most?
what ii wish for is you would come home early and can see you longer.
you might be treating me good.
but sorry to say that ii'm greedy.
what ii want is the best from you.
your love, your dote, your pamper, your care and your everything!
but what you're giving me now it's not the best from you.
ii'm giving up!
trying to see tru alot of thing.
trying to just balance my love for you like how you love me.
ii'm now dead like the blog!

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

New year trip

2011-01-04T17:37:00.002+08:00

finally ii'm back to s'pore again after 4 days of life at m'sia.
counting down my new year at m'sia was awesome!
had good food, good rest(except the first day), new hairdo, shopping spree and gathering.
hehe.
so much laughter back there.
this is the first time hubby spent such a long weekend with me.
total of 96hours!
cool!
now my looks is so much diff.
look kind of old or marture due to the hairstyle.
but ii seriously like the clothes ii bought back there.
mj whenever we have no programmes.
but still there's 2 thing ii kind of disappointed that ii didn't get to do.
which is colour my hair and go to see the night life out there.
Zzz
now it's time for me to look for a job.
ppl out there pls help me a lookout for jobs there which is near bedok and it's start from noon.
best is not retail!
cashier or telemarketer is okay.
due to my pregnancy now, it's really diff to look for a job.
hais.
one more mnth to new year.
have to give ang bao to relative liao.
Shag!
=(

Shall update soon!
Take care ppl~

Baby movement!

2010-12-22T22:49:00.003+08:00

baby is already 4 mnth plus already.
hehe.
read from online that mummy first felt the baby movement is at the stage of 4 to 5 mnth time.
at the starting of 4 mnth ii never really felt the baby movement till recently.
having pressure at the tummy then will felt the movement.
my tummy still seems very small.
due to ii don't eat alot.
don't know why it's already have been 4 mnth old already but still sometime not much appetite.
isit the food that doesn't fit my appetite or?
still feeling unwell though.
even it has been stable alot compare to the start but still not that well.
can't take the heat outside.
felt giddy and nausea.
ii'm starting to worry.
wanna look for job at jan.
but ii wonder if ii can cope due to my situation.
hope baby guai guai.
don't make me suffer anymore.
will have much more appetite and won't felt giddy or nausea anymore.
so ii could work and help up hubby.
the baby movement sometime really do felt like bubble moving around.
but now ii can feel the baby like kicking me.
lols.
it's like so cute!
dream of baby earlier on.
dream that he was very heavy.
doesn't even look like newborn.
heavy till ii couldn't even carry him.
and he laugh in his dream.
so damn cute can!!!!
wahahas!
really can't wait to see more of this baby process and how he look like after giving birth.
hope he will be a healthy baby!
baby!
daddy and mummy love you!
=)

Shall update soon!
Take care ppl~

Our wedding photo!

2010-12-17T00:34:00.026+08:00

Dead!

2010-12-14T22:35:00.002+08:00

wow!
my blog was totally dead for so long.
even to say was busy to update was not really too.
should say lazy!
hahahas!
now my life is different already.
stepping in a new route with bibi.
now ii'm no longer single, nor am ii just attach.
now ii'm officially married!
am someone's wife now.
ii believe my hubby will treat me well.
will dote and love me as before.
and let me bully as much as ii like!
wahahas!
never fail to make me laugh whenever ii bully him.
will laugh like mad lohs.
hais.
but this baby of ours is a torture!
making me feeling different type of unwell everyday.
when can this stop?
sometime just feel like giving up but too late.
ii just have to tahan for another 6mnth jiu hao liao.
Jia you!!!!
now finally having a child of myself, ii finally know the feeling of a mother.
even in the stomach or after giving birth, the time they grow up and etc.
hmm.
shall stop here lerhs.
gonna update my wedding pic instead.

Shall update soon!
Take care ppl~

Pic of our baobei!

2010-11-02T12:13:00.002+08:00

this is our baby first pic.

9.4weeks old already.

when ii was lying down the bed and start the scanning, and saw this pic ii was damn happy.

smile was totally on my face.

when the baby start to move.

now the baby is still very small.

even if the baby move, ii also can't really feel it.

this coming wed will be our wedding photo shoot already.

so anxious for that.

but hope the pic will come out well after that.

now, don't know whether is ii sensitive or what.

but ii felt everything have change.

the way you treat me now, the attitude you have towards me now is totally different.

hais.

don't wish to say so much already.

Shall update soon.

Take care ppl~

last day of work

2010-10-31T15:31:00.002+08:00

today is my last day of work at far east already.
finally.
don't have to work under china ppl already.
but sian have to look for new job.
intend to look for a cashier job.
won't have to worry this and that whether will have business or not.
Zzz
tmr will be my first appt to kk to have a check up for the baby.
have to wake up early.
but hope will be smooth too.
tmr will be my first scanning.
really wonder how big is the baby already.
and if ii could know the gender tmr that will be the best.
boy or gal?
but make no different to me.
cause no baised!
will treat my child the same but still won't make the baby into ill-bred.
but somehow hope it's a boy so next time when he grow up can do anything.
don't need to worry much.
but gal also okay.
cause can dress her up pretty pretty.
but will be much more straight.
wahahas!

Shall update soon!
Take care ppl~

Felt depressed!

2010-10-23T13:12:00.003+08:00

seriously ii felt so damn fuck up and depressed.
why are ppl so inconsiderate?
at night can't rest early.
in the morning can't slp till late.
it's been almost a month my life is in this way.
halo!!!
ii'm fucking working.
and ii'm pregnant.
not as if ii'm doing nothing.
pregnant lady need more rest for the big one and the small one in the stomach.
sometime ii can rest peacefully.
but most of the time ii'm been awake by ppl's screaming, yelling and talking loudly.
everytime when ii grumble to you about this thing, you keep telling me how long more to tahan.
from tpy till now you always say the fucking same thing.
tpy ii tahan okay.
but now????!!!!
can you put yourself in my fucking shoes???!!!
you get use to this kind of life but ii aren't.
ii fucking aren't.
at night have to wait till off light liao around 1, 2plus then can slp.
morning haven't rest enough jiu give your family member disturb wake up.
ii don't wish one day ii really had to fucking flare my angers towards them.
those minor anger they had seen is nothing.
so they better not grumble to my mum.
when one day ii really flare my fucking temper.
don't say ii'm nasty or bad mouth me.
everyone have their fucking limit.
my limit is up.
it's gonna explode anytime!
_l_

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

Boring

2010-10-09T17:38:00.002+08:00

Am at work now.
so boring!
my day just pass in this way.
now working is kind of slack.
but.
Zzz
just now happen something.
tio caught by boss that got customer ii never serve. just sit at a corner and serve customer.
scare scare.
later kanna sack...
Zzz
now have to support this small one so cannot say don't have work.
hais.
jia lat!
cause of this small one got tied down.
cannot go drinking session tonight and oversea.
have to suffer for 10mnths.
sometime bibi's mum say things till very overboard.
very angry but ii can't say anything.
wish to faster move out due to not much space to slp.
everynight have to squeeze and climb up and down.
soon the baby will drop out in this case and who the hell will pay the consequences????!!!!
the more ii mention, the more angry ii am!
ARGHS!!!!!
forget it!

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

hais.

2010-10-07T13:55:00.002+08:00

this month really is a tiring and happy month for me.
tot of preparing for bibi's b'day.
but now everything have to delay already.
due to cause ii'm pregnant.
having a baby is real xin ku than ii tot.
now keep feel like vomiting.
and can't slp well at night and can't wake up in the morning for work.
hais.
tot of giving up but everything now is too rush.
need alot of cash to prepare for a simple wedding first.
tot of just ROM first then wait till give birth lerhs then do the chinese traditional wedding.
having conflict with mum.
cause our thinking for marriage is diff.
so ya.
abit diff to do things now.
so stress and xin ku.
but felt that finally have my own baby is a bliss.
and ii have this type of bf to dote me so much is really very xing fu!
so ii should be happy!
wahahas!
ii love my bibi and baby now!

Shall update soon!
Take care ppl~

Mid-autumm festival!

2010-09-23T02:21:00.026+08:00

5th monthsary and national day pic!

2010-08-22T10:59:00.032+08:00

PIC UPLOADED!

2010-07-31T16:44:00.029+08:00

Sentosa!!!

2010-07-25T21:11:00.003+08:00

Today had a great fun at sentosa with soo er and her sis!
even though it's just the 3 of us but we still enjoy ourselve alot.
3 gal having a day out, playing sea water and sun tanning.
Cool!
we should have all this often.
took quite alot of pic and now ii look like one roasted pig!
whole body red red, very pain, itchy and my body now feel very hot!
Zzz
tmr go work sure die.
lols.
Shall upload pic soon when ii'm been tag by er.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

Happy 4th monthsary!!!

2010-07-21T14:17:00.007+08:00

done nothing much on our monthsary!

cause ii'm sick.

but still manage to do some family stuff.

go pray in the morning with bibi's sis.

then when to have our lunch.

felt nausea.

went go to suan min.

then went to my new bedok's house to do some mearsurment.

then after that went town for a movie, neoprint then home.

Zzz

went can ii stop feel like vomiting????!!!!

Shall update soon!

Take care ppl~

tired!

2010-07-18T15:50:00.002+08:00

hmm.
have been so long since updaing.
did my reader miss me?
hahas.
have been working hard for the past week.
tired is the only word that ii could describe.
thurs ii have been rushing around to sign up iphone.
wanted to go view my bedok's house with bf one but didn't mangae to.
hais.
in the end ii got nothing in return.
no iphone and view house.
Zzz
from the iphone's case ii notice bibi really dote me alot.
he gave me what ii want.
he try to give me what he had.
and ii'm real satisfied with it.
ii'm not so greedy.
ii know what you have done for me.
ii know you do dote me alot.
ii can feel the care that came from you.
ii know you love me lots.
and ii love you lots lots too.
thanks for everything!
ii stare you!
lols.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

irritated!

2010-07-04T17:31:00.002+08:00

earlier on went to view my new house.
really damn piss off.
hate that new home.
it's totally inconvinent!
and there have to do alot of thing.
Zzz
now on budget but still have to renovate and buy stuff.
that house is so lousy!!!!
totally hate it!!!
ii miss my tpy house and bishan derhs.
but still hais.
after buying it my mum regret too.
should ii move back or find a house outside to stay outside?
=((
stress!
now have alot to stress!

Shall update soon!
Take care ppl~

photographer charge, 5bucks per pic!!!

2010-06-27T20:29:00.038+08:00

Suifeng's bf baby!

2010-06-20T21:58:00.007+08:00

Happy 3rd monthsary!!!

2010-06-20T21:39:00.003+08:00

hahas.

finally reach our 3rd monthsary!!!

even though we never really celebrate but ii still love it.

love the present that you have gave me.

the small piggy bank!

finally we had our small little saving.

and as you said.

only can put $1 inside everytime if we had.

ii wonder how much can we save till.

you said those savings will add up and maybe pay for holiday air tickets!

silly you.

how much can we save?

but once again, ii'm glad that ii have you with me.

happy, sad, angry.

it's all cause of you.

and you treat me the best!

really hope we can last long long!

loves!~

Shall update soon!

Take care ppl~

hais

2010-06-17T19:28:00.002+08:00

finally tmr will be the last day of work for this week.
so tmr gonna be a good friday!
lols.
but as for this coming sunday, it's gonna be father's day.
what is father's day to me now?
ii haven't been celebrating father's day for 15 years.
which means dad have already pass away for 15 years.
people around me are celebrating it in advance.
people in this world should be celebrating it too.
unless for those who are same as me.
sometime ii really wonder.
isit a good thing to live without a dad or isit a bad thing?
how will ii become if ii have a dad now?
will ii even be rebellious in the first place or even more rebellious?
will my family be better than now or will it be worst.
having quarrels and etc.
ii also wonder.
how would it be to be celebrating as a whole family.
with my both parents and every single ppl in my family?
how is it to be like to have dinner everynight sitting as a whole family.
how is it to be like taking poket money from dad and tell him every single thing that has happen to me?
dad, if you happen to still be around taking care of us and could still see what we're doing.
ii just want to say ii love you.
and hope that you will be happy in another world.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

2010-06-15T13:36:00.013+08:00

MOODLESS!

2010-06-15T13:31:00.003+08:00

doesn't feel like typing or saying anything today.
just moodless.
and that's all.
just gonna upload some pic.
and congratulation to liping bitch and ryan.
Happy ROM!
and to suifeng and alvin for their new born baby carolin.
=)
and thanks to ryan for the 2/3 of popcorn on my body while watching karate kid!

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

lazy

2010-06-13T15:44:00.003+08:00

been lazy to update my blog.
but bo bian.
my lovely sis is boring.
trying to entertain her tru my blog.
lols.
ytd had a great talk and supper with my 2 sis.
cuilian and shuzhen.
finally get to see my dearest sis, shuzhen dearest bf.
after so long that they had been tgth.
around 2 yrs plus.
this is the first time we ever had really see her bf face to face.
lols.
ytd went out alone to meet them, without bibi this time.
and he was so worried and tired.
keep msging me to call him if anything happen to me.
he said he will put his phone near him.
when ii get home around 2plus.
what ii saw was he was holding his phone tightly in his hand.
as if afraid that got ppl wanna snatch his phone.
been tgth with him for 2 mnth plus.
this is the first time ii saw him holding his phone so tightly.
just to wait for my call, afraid that there is anything happen to me.
normally he always throwing his phone aside.
don't even care if he got msg or call.
lols.
was touch.
he really care for me.
this time, this time.
after yrs of search, ii finally found someone who really treat me like how you used to treat me.
or even better.
ii once regret letting go someone who really treat me well.
now this time.
ii won't ever be so foolish again.
never would ii ever let the 2nd chance go.
ii blame myself for been so stupid to let go a guy who treated me whole heartedly.
now, no matter what happen.
ii will hold you tight.
right next to me.
even if one day you wanna let me go, ii swear.
ii will try my best to hold on to you, and never let you go.
ii love you bibi.
and ii also love my 2 beloved sis.
cuilian and shuzhen.
been tru loads of ups and downs with me tru all this years.
no matter sunshine or rain you gals are always by my side.
eventhough we seldom meet up.
due to the timing wasn't the same, our heart still beat as one.
this is what ppl always say sis forever or bff.
thanks.
and also thanks to those who had always been with me.
ppl like, my fatty fatty bee guipeng, my two buddy huiling and jian fa, my bitch liping and etc.
sorry if ii have left out your name.
but you all will always be in my heart.
Loves!

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

STALKER!!!!

2010-06-12T15:30:00.002+08:00

Wee!~

ii have a beloved stalker sis, shuzhen stalking our blog!

wahahas!

you're been loved too!~

can't wait for tonight having supper with you gals sia!

loves!

Shall update soon.

Take care ppl~

NICE!~

2010-06-11T21:02:00.003+08:00

love my new blog skin ttm!!!

all thanks to my beloved sis!

cuilian!

hahas.

she had a hard time helping me do all this.

lols.

lost some of your link.

so pls tag me if you see this post for re-link!

hahas.

after all, still big big thanks to you!!!

this skin will be loved!

it's really very very nice!

loves!

Thanks bibi!

2010-06-07T19:34:00.002+08:00

today at work totally sucks.
all the calls that ii had make wasn't good.
and the professional ppl are so rude!
Zzz
tonight going bibi's place to stay over.
hahas.
this 2 days bibi's mum had been calling me to chat.
and she really sound like as if ii'm already the daughter-in-law.
so shy.
then she was really taking alot of care of me.
really thanks her.
and stupid bibi keep disturbing me say ii'm one of the member of chen's family.
ii keep denying.
and he keep saying soon to be.
wait till the future then say bahs.
wahahas.
then he ll nothing to say.
really miss him now, even we see each other everyday.
sometime ii was really thinking.
what if one day ii really lost you?
what will happen to me or even you?
what will ii be when ii wasn't with you anymore?
will ii walk back my own steps in the past and play around again?
maybe ii will.
just really wanna stable down in everything.
now finacial might be abit diff for us.
but soon everything will be fine again.
ii do love you loads baby.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

working days!

2010-06-05T22:28:00.002+08:00

hmm.
have been working for a week as telemarketer again.
but this time ii have been more responsible.
it's fun working over there.
having eos and co.
the ppl there are frenly.
having lunch with big group of colleague.
talking and laughing away.
bibi just reach home and packet pasar malam food for me.
he know it's my crave.
so happy.
giving me a surprise.
hohoho.
nothing to update liao.
tata~
and ya.
didn't know nowadays there's still so childish ppl out there spamming ppl's blog!
omg!
disgraceful!!!

Shall update soon.
Take care soon~

My 19th b'day bbq at ecp!

2010-05-25T22:28:00.043+08:00

hais. really vex!

2010-05-24T05:38:00.002+08:00

hais.
ii don't know why nowadays ii'm so possesive and protective now.
and ii start to think alot when ii'm alone or boring.
ii tend to get agitated or paranoid over minor stuff.
ii knew it's minor.
but, ii just can't control.
like her things for example.
you told me it's just more then frens.
and you all aren't tgth before.
and the whole true came out from your mouth after ii had ask a few times.
ii start to think alot.
tears roll down.
why didn't you be truthful from the start.
yes.
you told me it's past.
but ii just couldn't get rid of it.
even when ii see her pic or the name ii will get pissed!
ii even wanna ask you more.
but when ii ask you or not ask you more.
ii know ii think much more.
so what should ii even do?
should ii ask or not?
ii'm getting more and more sensitive too.
thinking you'll betrayed me one day like others of my ex.
or leave me.
promise me.
you won't leave me no matter how bad ii change into.
or how worst ii could be in the future if that happen.
promise me that you will stay by me and stand by me no matter what happen.
love , dote, pamper me like how you do now or even more.
ii might be overboard now or in the future.
but ii promise.
ii'll control or change myself to better.
ii think ii really need you by my side, ever.
ii think ii really can't afford to lose you.
if one day you aren't with me anymore, ii really don't know what ii will end up into.
you always hope that ii will call you laogong one day and for forever.
we shall see if this day will come.
the love ii had for you just can't describe by word, show by action and feel by hands.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

random pic!!!

2010-05-24T03:59:00.008+08:00

ii love you, my dearest JAYSON TAN!

2010-05-20T01:45:00.006+08:00

Happy 2 mnth anni!

2010-05-20T01:22:00.002+08:00

finally 2 mnth anni with bibi lerhs.
today is the date we're officially tgth.
had great fun during my b'day at east coast.
having bbq.
ate and drink quite alot.
thanks to those ph regular.
bring one bottle of chivas over.
lucky it's only chivas.
and the cake.
those cake are actually meant for eating.
but in the end it's all over my face, hair and clothes.
wahhas.
had a great chat and disturbing over there.
that was just the part of it.
on the 16th of may, 11.59pm bibi asked me whether do ii wanna drink water?
and he say he going out to take water.
and when the clock strike 12 ii said, "eee! you're not the first one to wish me b'day."
but after he went out of the room.
10 mins later he came in with a small slice of cake singing b'day song to me.
ii was really very touch!
hugged him and my tears round down my cheek.
even though he's my 2nd bf that had celebrate my b'day for me.
but he's the first one ever make me so touched!
he really treated me like princess!
everything also give in to me, everything also let me say the right.
where could ii ever find this type of bf ever?
ii promise myself.
ii won't let you go no matter what.
ii know ii throw xiao jie temper.
but ii will try my very best to change okay?
ii will be the perfect gf of yours.
ii will change to treat you nice nice.
will treat you the way like you treat me.
my love for you will never change and also will love you deeper and deeper.
this ii promise.
ii love you forever!

Shall update soon!
Take care ppl~

2010-05-15T12:50:00.034+08:00

Happy b'day to all taurus ppl!!!

2010-05-14T18:32:00.002+08:00

happy b'day to all taurus ppl!
have been so long since update.
lazy plus tired.
have not been working for weeks already.
life is so boring at home.
been facing the lappy and playing games or head to mummy's house.
rotting soon.
but counting down.
3 more days to my 19th b'day and 6 more days to me and bibi 2nd monthsary.
time really flies.
thanks to bibi.
having him by my side is really great.
having him to love and care for me like noone ever had.
really fortunate.
after my b'day ii will be heading to look for a day job instead.
life can't go onn in this way.
have to support myself.
and ii just can't stay put at home.
Zzz

Shall update soon!
Take care ppl~

2010-05-02T16:06:00.006+08:00

loving you foever

2010-05-02T15:36:00.002+08:00

ii love you this 3 words you must have hear this often.
but this 4 words bibi.
ii want you to know.
ii love you forever.
and it's true.
that day ii was angry with you.
damn angry over a issue.
whereas ii ignore you for very long.
other than angry ii was upset too.
ii tot of the past, when you nearly left me for yrs.
and then ii notice.
ii really can't let you leave my side.
ii listen to the recording that you sang the good night song to me.
ii listen to music is cause don't want to listen to your explain or talking.
but out of sudden ii miss that song.
while listening my tears roll my face.
tot back of the past how much ii was afraid to lose you.
ii can't afford that.
now my tears that flow down is not cause of me unhappy or what.
is because ii found that ii am so fortunate to know you, to have you.
someone who dote, love, care and cherish me so so much.
someone who always put me in the first place no matter what.
someone who always think for me first than ownself.
someone who is so selfish that want to own me by himself so much.
noone can do that too?
noone can replace you in my heart again.
ii'm sorry for that night.
ytd night, you ask me.
do ii now how afraid you are that ii will leave you?
and you won't know what to do one day if ii really leave you?
ii know.
cause ii have the same thinking as you too.
now ii'm really afraid that who really love me so much left me.
ii do thanks to tian hui babe.
not cause of him ii won't even start to talk to you.
ii won't start to hang out with you and this r/s won't even started.
and ii also have to thanks god.
not cause of god ii won't have to know you after so many broken r/s and the hurts and etc they have gave me realize that you are the best and the one who ii really want.
and lastly, really thank you for giving what you can and make me so fortunate today.
hope everything went smooth for us.
lastly, I REALLY DO LOVE YOU FOREVER!

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

2010-04-30T00:48:00.002+08:00

a mnth plus pass.
and we're still lovely tgth with no quarrell.
ii'm really happy to have you with me my dear.
you really make my day.
no upset, no angry, no moody.
it's always hanging a smile on my face.
still working at the same place.
but will quit working on the 15 and switch to a day job instead.
so that bibi won't upset.
nothing to update anymore.
ii just love you so so much bibi.
ii will never know how would it be like a day without you with me.
ii can't imagine that.
never leave me, promise me.
LOVES!!!

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

HAPPY 1 MNTH ANNI!!!

2010-04-23T09:49:00.004+08:00

侧田 - 三十日

作曲:侧田(On Your Mark)
填词:方杰
编曲:Ted Lo
监制:雷颂德

逐晚倒数为见你准备
愿你快点又与我一起
治疗足足一个月由电话减少距离
而偏偏竟不知怎说起
是太想念你超过了预期
只想可拥著你然后吻你让你惊喜
由这一分钟我一生就只有你
明日纵使不堪阻不到我用心爱你
让我终於都明了明白你比生死重要
连话语也没法盛载得起

I'll give my life to be near you in every way
For I have nothing left to be here on this earth today

让我终於不动摇这改变因你
原谅我却试过伤害你

逐秒扩张惦记你滋味
合上眼睛像与你一起
为何分开一个月如像孤岛给隔离
寻不到飞得走的客机

是太想念你超过了预期
张开手保护你
游历世界让你惊喜

由这一分钟我一生就只有你
明日纵使不堪阻不到我用心爱你
让我终於都明了明白你比生死重要
连话语也没法盛载得起

I'll spend my life here beside you in every way
For I have nothing left to be here on this earth today

让我终於不动摇这改变因你
如若你欠信我的力气
我唱这首歌为你

this is the song lyric for this song. find it meaningful.
thanks to serene babe to on this song when ii'm aslp.
but this song is really nice.
hahas.
love it.
love time no blog lerhs.
so fast me and bibi have been tgth for a mnth lerhs.
HAPPY 1 MNTH ANNI bibi.
as you say, we still have alot of mnth or even year to celebrate and be with each other.
ii love you bibi.
gonna change my blogskin soon.
anyone offer to help me?
wanna put in this song.
=(

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

really vex!!!

2010-04-07T06:09:00.002+08:00

really very stress and vex.
today happen loads of thing.
a group of childish people finding prob.
settled!
but a chi middle age man saying childish things on my fb.
ask me fuck off but is he ownself come kp one.
lmfao!!!
but well.
don't wanna ji jiao with this type of person.
ii just wanna hold on to you no matter what.
thanks for letting me know.
thurs is the last day.
hope nothing will happen.
what ii'm scare of is coming soon.
and ii didn't know is so soon.
ii just wanna spend more time with you.
ii just wanna cherish the time left now.
no matter how long ii'll wait.
as ii said.
for other guy ii'm not sure but for you ii'm willing.
ii want my fullerton!!!
totally no mood.
ii promise ii won't cry in front of you.
but sometime the tear just roll down automatically.
the time we spend and etc.
ii promise.
ii will take good care of mingming and weiwei when you're not around.
ii'm really scare that ii can't take it on thurs.
really.
and ii promise.
if nothings happen ii'll quit smoking.
for the sake of you and the swear that ii swear to god.
really hope it's not that heavy.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

the loves!!!

2010-04-05T03:54:00.012+08:00

wee!!! tues off. gonna had a good day out with bibi. hahas. and this are the pic of me and bibi and mingming and weiwei. mingming and weiwei are the hamster bought by bibi to me. lols. the black one is mingming the most active one. and the white one are weiwei. sometime active only. gonna have a good rest liao. night night!!!

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

the word FOREVER!

2010-03-31T11:54:00.002+08:00

ytd went to vivo and watch how to train a dragon 3d with bibi.
this movie was nice, funny and some part are touching.
lols.
actually nothing much to blog about.
but wanted to say.
few of my ex told me they love me FOREVER.
whereas they aren't that kind of guy who will believe in forever love kind.
and we never last forever.
and you're one also.
when we haven't started our r/s you once say that you are that kind of person who is same as me who won't believe in forever love.
but when the first time you told me you love me forever, my eyes was open big big and blink blink and tot ii heard it wrongly.
was shock about it.
ytd night you say it again.
and repeat it loud and clear.
you say you won't let me go no matter what.
unless ii'm the one who don't want you.
ii really hope this time is for real.
that you will love me FOREVER!
and not those words that coax me.
ii wanna last long this time and maybe as what you say FOREVER.
lols.
thanks for all this bibi.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

ii want my satio!!!

2010-03-29T15:49:00.002+08:00

ii want my satio!!!
ii want faster get pay and done finish with all my things and get my SATIO!!!!
my b'day is just a mnth plus away but ii have still no idea of how to celebrate.
Zzz
how how how???!!!
head big big liao.
and even when ii get my pay ii still have to do loads of things.
think gonna be another empty celebration this year.
hais.
working later.
thanks bibi and hannah dear for coming to my pub and support me ytd and give me this type surprise.
really appreciate.
so happy to see you people.
cheers!!!

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

had a great fun!

2010-03-28T11:52:00.002+08:00

it's been a few days since ii have updated this blog.
tues, wed, thurs and fri off.
had a great time out with bibi.
tues met him at bishan wanted to eat yoshinoya one but in the end had kim shan lin.
had my fried oyster and sting ray.
wohoo!!!
after that went shop and save bought loads of thing back home.
and bibi stay overnight and acc me till morning 5plus and home.
wed by right wanna go ph one but in the end didn't manage too.
but had a sweet night with bibi.
spent a night with him and woke up in the noon out to had fun as bibi off on thurs and its our day to tmm.
our first stop was m.s.
ate alot of thing at
then train down to far east to buy my high heels and eyelash.
after buying things cab down to meet my mum to drink tonic soup.
thanks mum for the soup.
it helps alot.
=)
then home to drop my things.
and head out to have our dinner and etc.
fri after bibi know off.
he came to fetch me and we cab down to bishan for prawning.
even though our catch wasn't that good but we still did enjoy ourselve with the bbq-ing and etc.
packet mac and went to our 2nd home and rest.
ytd start work again.
had a damn high night working.
was drunk but still manage to work.
went ph after work.
for awhile.
bibi reach, we head to dragonfly first and saw his sis coincidentally.
his sis and frens were drunk too.
lols.
had a great talk with them and she even call me da sao!
ii was like wtf?!!! make me sound so old.
lols.
and they make a guess for my age.
cause of bibi's age they make me sound old too.
Zzz
is that a good or bad thing,
thanks to him man.
=.=
after went in to ph not long to collect my thing and sent bibi home first then head home.
after all the doing ii straight k.o on bed.
was beat and drunk.
aww~
back to drinking again.
hope tues or mon night faster come so that can go tmm with bibi again and can go east coast watch sun rise.
lols.
sweet sweet~
thanks bibi for all this thing.
had a great fun out with you.
really enjoy alot.
you're been love.
<3
took loads of pic but couldn't upload.
shall try loads of way to upload.
shall upload those pic soon.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

awaiting for tonight!!!

2010-03-24T07:52:00.002+08:00

this 3 days off.
hais.
awaiting for tonight.
if my dear is going ph with me then ii shall go.
if not don't know should join who liao.
all don't go up podium derhs.
arbo jiu shi go guy podium.
hmmm.
then thurs meeting mum.
since a week plus never saw her liao.
only hear her voice.
miss her loads loads.
tonight if not going ph then ii should be meeting bibi liao lerhs.
=)
have been a week spend a day tmm with him liao.
earlier on was browsing tru my msg and saw this msg from bibi.

Like e stars in e sky...
I'm looking 4 u...
in e depths of my soul,
I will live and breath 4 u...
sadness dwell inside u, you haf nothing to fear,
4 i am next 2 u...
I can feel your sadness...
Let mi be sad 4 u,
So u will feel lub once again...
worry not abt life,
Let mi worry for u...
So u shld always lub life 4 it's a part of u...
I'll be thr whn u fall,
To catch u n say I LOVE YOU...

sweet bibi.
silly him too.
he really done alot for me and make me touch.
hahas.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

miss those day!

2010-03-24T07:23:00.037+08:00

tired day

2010-03-23T06:37:00.002+08:00

working this few days.
tired.
has the ability to manage alone.
have quite a great fun.
hehe,
customer are disturbance but fun.
frenly too.
colleague are fun going too.
wahahas.
sometime ii do go out with one of my bar colleague name david.
not bad.
he treat me quite well.
quite fun too.
sometime he keep making me drunk too.
Zzz
nb.
but whatever guys around me ii still will choose my bibi.
hehe.
the way he treat me real good like no guys can compare with.
the way ii love you is like how ii won't fall for other guys too.
this time this relationship ii'm gonna clinch on to it and ii will never let it go.
no matter what happen.
no.
ii won't!!!
hoping for thurs.
so excited to faster meet up with bibi.
and have a great day with him.
tot of one of the plan is to go eat yoshinoya.
since bibi like to eat beef so much.
wahahas.
can't wait, can't wait.
excited!!!
now too tired liao.
wanna upload pic to blog but can't.
=(
forget it.
still got chance derhs.
gonna slp now.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

[(2oo31o)]

2010-03-20T05:22:00.002+08:00

really appreciate everything today.
working for 2 days already.
was very busy.
know alot of fun loving customer and colleague.
they might be disturbance but really fun and crazy too.
boss treat me well too.
wahahas,
time passes there damn fast.
unlike other jobs that ii work before.
even though have to keep drinking but still have a lot of fun.
have a great surprise from 2 of my loves one.
1 is my beebee.
and the other one is his bro.
turn up outside my pub last min to show me faces.
hahas.
bee.
thanks for everything you had done for me even before we're tgth.
everything just started in this way.
as what ii told you and you told me.
ii hope you're really my last and only one already and hope the same goes for you.
ii hope you will not be like the others who hurt me badly.
what ii want from you is very simple.
love, dote, care, pampered, faithful and etc.
ii don't care abt your past and ii know you won't either.
as what you have told me.
everyone have their past.
what matters is the present and the future,
ii really hope you could be in my life to acc me as long as you could.
ii won't say forever is cause you and me believe that there's no forever love.
so ii just hope for the best.
=)

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

2010-03-18T12:04:00.003+08:00

我记得当我们第一次见面时，我对你的影像不大好。
连话都没说。
第二次在nana见到你。
我们开始讲话和说笑。
对你的影像勉勉强强。
慢慢，时间一天一天的过去。
慢慢的了解你。
觉得你蛮不错的。
还记得在nana的那晚。
刚好有人唱男人女人这首歌。
我跟着唱。
你却对我说你不是一个好男人。
当时我也这样认为。
谁知慢慢的了解你后。
你并不坏。
你对我的好，我的关心和体贴让我心动。
我不要求多。
只要你对我的好一直为序下去。
曾经跟我说过他不是个好男人的坏男人，竟然会变成最疼我的好男人。
情爱的。
我很感动。
谢谢你为我做的一切。

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

Looking forward for tmr!

2010-03-17T06:18:00.002+08:00

last week schedule.
mon-movie, drunk.
tue-rest.
wed-club, drunk.
thurs-slack, tipsy.
fri-movie, drunk.
sat-movie, tipsy.
lols.
keep drink, drank, drunk.
Zzz
sun went to henderson wave with co.
can't mention names.
hahas.
first time walk up on foot and slack there for so long.
have a long chit chat.
had a sweet time there too.
tmr wed.
but ii giving it a miss for ladies night.
going to east coast chill instead.
hahas.
going tmm.
lols.
excited for tmr.
warching jack neo's news now.
find people nowadays are so fake.
the wife, ii don't know should pity her or what.
is fake or really da fang?
cause her mistress is not 1, not 2 or 3 is 10 over.
wtf?!!!
is really too much.
1 or 2 maybe can forgive but 10 over.
really too overboard!!!
for me 1 ii can't even take it.
and those mistress are really attention-seeker.
trying to get famous in this way.
trying to sabotage people.
hais.
really disappointed.
像人所说的。
为什么要等到做了或失去只后才后悔?
为什么不要三思而后行?
现在才知道错了。
有什么用？
应该想了再做。
到时你这样做了，谁还会同情你?
really got nothing to say.
hais.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

2010-03-11T09:33:00.004+08:00

2010-03-11T09:23:00.002+08:00

had might a great night ytd at ph.
quite moodless.
drink alot but only high lucky never hangover.
till now haven't slp.
ytd evening went to meet mummy.
so long never see her liao.
she talk alot to me.
hug a few time.
been yrs since think pri school never hug her liao.
the mummy warm and love now then ii know.
really miss her.
the way she really want me to move back when we have our own house.
when we going to part, her tears holding at her eyes there.
the way ii see.
it really hurts.
my tears just can't hold back.
it just start to roll down my cheeks.
really upset.
ii felt a failure.
can't do my part as a good daughter as she dote me the best.
today don't know wake up wanna do what lehs.
tired and drowsy now.
gonna slp soon liao.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

2010-03-10T02:26:00.001+08:00

so boring.
by right today going out derhs.
but in the end wake up late.
and lazy go out so never go liao.
slack and nua at home.
and trying to recover from my cough.
wahahas.
think eating med and slp again.
really tired.
Zzz
tmr meeting melvin in the noon watch happy go lucky.
wahahas.
then at night ph again.
if the pub never call me and go work then ii should go ph already.
miss the fun.
wahahas.
but tmr will be a fun night like ytd.
=)

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

pic night out at ph!!!

2010-03-10T01:43:00.006+08:00

outing day!!!

2010-03-09T10:05:00.002+08:00

lols.
ytd went to watch jack neo's movie at cinnie name human.
that show damn funny but abit complicated.
wanna catch next is happy go lucky.
=)
end movie abt 9 then slack arcade till 10plus went nana.
at first cannot go in after ii had went in for so many times.
Zzz
stupid bouncer.
then in the end melvin negotiate till we can go in.
go there at first open a bottle of martell then share with wesley lambo and in the end another martell.
total 7ppl share 2 bottle martell.
and ii'm still sober.
omfg!!!
improve liao.
wahahas.
had quite a great fun there.
but something happen.
unhappy things which ii don't wish to mention.
Zzz
but still thanks to that bunch of people who keep my night entertaining.
after nana, we sat outside nana.
my ic drop into drain.
=.=
but thanks to 2 hunks that help me take back.
you should know who you are.
=)
really thanks alot.
if not ii don't know what to do.
went interview in noon at boat quay.
but only serene babe get call and start work today.
wish her all the best.
but once ii start work ii got to quit club cause only can off on sun.
but cause of $$$ ii don't mind.
and my b'day coming up.
don't know want open chalet or celebrate at ph.
sob sob.
some more still haven't work and save cash!!!
now still staying outside.
expenses alot.
sian!
Zzz
really have to look for jobs already.
giving that pub till thurs to call.
if still no news, gonna search for new job already.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

2010-03-08T01:46:00.002+08:00

hmmm.
ytd went ph.
quite no mood.
don't know why.
hahas.
but was having dun disturbing someone.
around 4plus went down to nana.
so boring without my frens around.
lonely and quiet.
spend a cig price cab-ing down to nana just to eat bk noodle.
but nb.
when reach there close liao.
then bo bian have to eat mac.
watch soccer there with melvin.
won a bet betting with him.
wahahas.
reach home around 6plus.
woke serene babe up to open door for me.
wahahas.
then jonathan came to babe's house to loo for us.
chat awhile then orhs orhs tgth.
woke up around 9plus and notice babe aren't around anymore.
prepare and went to have dinner with jon.
fun talking with him.
laughing tru out the meal.
what's the most spoil mood is my cough.
idiot and irritating sia.
slping soon.
tmr movie session out with melvin.
then nana after that with wesley, serene, nathson, jun jie and melvin.
tmr gonna be a tiring day.
tatas~
gonna orhs orhs soon and hang over this lappy to babe liao.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

2010-03-06T05:40:00.011+08:00

2010-03-06T05:13:00.002+08:00

hmmm.
so boring~
ytd thurs night last min went zirca then nana.
was damn fucking high.
hahas.
with serene babe and melvin. but at zirca saw so much frens.
lols.
so fun.
really had a fun night.
wahahas.
then today tot of going ph but too late already.
no transport. =(
then desmond gave me a call.
his frens was talking to me.
asking if ii trust des.
then ii start thinking.
and ii know what they're talking.
ii say ii trust him so he took my add.
meet them when they reach.
had a ride from him.
damn funny cause he just learn how to drive.
idk why ii'll say ii trust him but just the feeling.
hahas.
see him drive and park the car etc really make me laugh alot.
can't stop laughing.
had a great fun with them.
thanks des for the ride and treat. =)
tmr should be going ph.
wahahas.
but scare very pack.
Zzz

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

hmm. memories!!!

2010-02-27T08:27:00.002+08:00

hais.
nowadays have been taking bus 315 rounding around s'goon.
when ii can't go home in the morning.
then alot of memories came back abt me and you, my longest ex bf.
even though you shift house already but that is the place where our memories still stay.
where you used to use bicycle and ride me around and play and but supper.
and where we always eat stingray set and slack and watch soccer.
but hais.
my mum and you long-distance cousin jian yue ask me to patch back.
ii told them it's impossible.
you're not worth me.
but sometime ii think back and ii really regret.
regret for not cherishing you.
you really treat me very good.
overall ii got so many ex.
only you really treat me good.
only you give me the feeling of really being loved, care, dote and pampered by someone.
other than you ii think noone can replace your everything.
but ii'm too dumb.
why didn't ii met you earlier and why must ii get hurt before knowing you?
so that ii will cherish you.
so that ii won't be so protective towards myself and hurt you so deep.
it's my fault.
sorry.
but it's already over for 1 year, now then ii regret.
really dumb of me.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

2010-02-10T14:01:00.002+08:00

guess the feeling has fade.
haven't been msging often like last time.
maybe you're busy or what.
you don't seems to care too.
hahas.
oh well.
as we said, remain as best frens and this is what it is.
hmm.
gonna give this guy a chance.
he seems to be not bad.
hahas.
wish me good luck peeps.
hope everything go well for you too.
genting on valentine and cny.
cool man.
think gonna enjoy with my babe.
but still think that my heart will still stay in s'pore.
will ii collect valentine present?
lols.
xP
hope so.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

Till next sat

2010-02-05T16:42:00.004+08:00

life is stress.
nothing go smooth for me.
relationship, family, work and etc.
earlier on saw your past pic with frens and your ex, ii notice ii aren't that gal for you.
idk why ii think so but.
hais.
gonna control my feeling for you if you aren't gonna take further action.
ytd you told me that you still like me is just that we're not fated.
it's all excuses.
it's all our doing.
and what's gonna happen next you're all get hold of it.
gonna give you one more week.
if you aren't gonna do anything then ii shall give those guys a chance.
and will be going on a trip to genting with one guy next sun.
and by then a week ii'm gonna know how much you actually like me and how much ii actually gonna stand in your heart.
don't disappoint me.
ii know you can do it if you really like me.
this week ii only saw you for a day.
felt so uneasy.
but hais.
you were busy with school and frens.
so oh well.
life really sucks.
if just accident happen.
=)
think gonna be sugarbaby.
life seriously sucks.
can't stand it any longer.
blog fuck up.
can't upload pic.
Sian~
everything is bullying e now.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

2010-02-04T20:24:00.002+08:00

totally no mood now.
just a flash of time, we have broke up for a week already.
time really flies.
hais.
now another thing prob me.
feel like moving out of my sis's house now.
those around me know that ii move in with my sis at s'goon garden.
tot big house, good life and etc.
but this is not what ii want.
no more night life, not a free man.
like a bird in a cage.
family member keep asking me to go out and look for jobs.
lazy but kanna kp.
it's not that ii don't wanna go.
it's the place here totally not convenient.
they think for themselve, they have to think for me too.
ii even meet up less with my fens and loves one.
what is all this.
night life is my only entertainment.
now they want to take away too.
not going to give up.
gonna continue club.
the most kanna lock outside of the house and can't go home.
they don't seriously force me to go make that kind of fast cash get to get the fuck out of this house.
they totally have no right to do this to me.
ii have my rights!!!
going crazy soon.
how ii wish you're with me now so that ii could hug you and cry.
ii totally don't like my life now.
they now even want to lock yhe com and forbid me to use.
NO LIFE this 2 words is the only words that ii can say.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

2010-02-02T12:24:00.003+08:00

hais.
don't know what happen to blogger nowadays.
but oh well.
ytd had a great time out with kori.
he acc me go suntec interview then dinner then town.
went shopping at town.
he's a shopaholic sia.
lols.
more pro than me.
ytd during dinner ii ask him loadsa qns.
yes.
ii'm happy with what we're now.
but sometime ii do miss back those time when we are tgth.
and those double couple date.
everything just end so fast.
hais.
and rmb ii ask you.
if you were given a chance to patch back with me will you?
you say gotta see.
everything have to depend on you.
ii'm waiting.
don't wait till ii'm giving other people a chance then you felt something.
as you should know, don't let history repeat itself.
that what ii wanna tell you.
if you happen to read my blog, pls go think over.
how much you love me, how much you wanna be with me, how much ii stand in you heart.
ii believe you should know how ii feel towards you too.
hmmm.

Shall update soon.
Take care people~

Just some random post! =)

2010-01-26T22:01:00.003+08:00

What was your:

1.Last beverage: coke
2.Last phone call: emily
3.Last text message: :hannah babe
4.Last song you listened to: i know you want me (yoyo remix)
5.Last time you cried: forgotten
6.Have you ever dated someone twice: Yes
7.Been cheated on: Yes
8.kissed someone and regretted it: yes
9.Lost someone special: No
10.Been depressed: Yes
11.Been drunk and threw up: Yes
List three favourite colours:

12.Black
13.Pink
14.Yellow
This year have you:

15.made a new friend: Yes
16.fallen out of love: no
17.laughed until you cried: Yes
18.met someone who changed you : yes
19.found out who your true friends are: Yes
20.found out someone was talking about you: Yes,maybe
21.kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yes
22.how many people on your friend's list do you know in real life: Most
23.how many kids do you want to have: 2
24.Do you have any pets: No
25.do you want to change your name: Yes
26.what did you do for your last birthday:Cry
27.what time did you wake up today: 7.30am?
28.what were you doing at midnight last night? sleep
29.name something you cannot wait for: valentine, cny, my birthday, halloween, chrismas and etc
30.last time you saw your mother: 12hrs ago?
31.what is the one thing you wish you could change about your life: Looks
32.what are you listening to right now: tik tok (joe bermudez & chico club mix)

33.have you ever talked to a person named Tom:thomas counted?
34.what's getting on your nerves right now:my swollen ear!
35.most visited webpage: FB and Blog
36.What's your real name? Wei Urn
37.Nicknames: Valerie
38.relationship status: Single or attach? attach
39.Zodiac/horoscope: Tarus
40.male or female: Female.
41.Elementary school:First Toa payoh Pri, Kheng Cheng School
42.Middle school: First Toa Payoh Secondary School
43.High school/college: Nil
44.Hair colour: Black, with bits og gold?
45.Long or short: Long
46.Height: 162
47.Do you have a crush on someone: my bf?
48.what do you like about yourself: Everything!
49.piercings: Ear and tongue
50.tattoo: No
51.righty or lefty: Righty
52.First surgery: None
53.First piercing: Sec 2?
54.First best friend: Cuilian, Eos, Edwin,apple
55.First sport you joined: Basketball
56.first vacation: Malaysia
57.first pair of trainers: ???

Now:

58.Eating: NO
59.Drinking: No
60.I'm about to: Finish this up!
61.Listening to: Sexy bitch
62.waiting on: To watch my ex!

Your future:

63.Want kids: Yes
64.get married: Yes
65.career: Yes

Which is better?

66.lips or eyes? Eyes
67.hugs or kisses? Both
68.shorter or taller? Taller
69.older or younger? Younger
70.romantic or spontaneous? Romantic
71.nice stomach or nice arms? Both
72.sensitive or loud? Both
73.hook-up or relationship? relationship
74.trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant

Have you ever :

75.kissed a stranger? Sort of.
76.drank hard liquor? Yes
77.lost glasses/contacts? Yes
78.sex on first date? No
79.broken someone's heart? Yes
80.been arrested? Yes
81.turned someone down? Yes
82.cried when someone died? Depends who is it related
83.fallen for a friend: Yes

Do you believe in :

84.yourself? Sometimes
85.miracles? Yes
86.love at first sight? Yes
87.Heaven? Yes
88.santa claus? Yes
89.kiss on the first date? Yes
90.angels? Yes

Answer truthfully:
91.had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at one time? No
92.did you sing today? Yes
93.ever cheated on somebody? No
94.if you could go back in time, how far will you go?Can ii go to the future instead?
95.if you could pick a day from last year and relive it , what would it be?Valentine and my birthday
96.are you afraid of falling in love? Yes, it hurts
97.do you prefer dark or light? Dark
98.emo or happy? depends
99.friends or alone? Depend
100.posting this as 100 truths: Yes

[(18o11o)] LOVES!

2010-01-25T10:11:00.004+08:00

now at beebee's house.

he slp like a pig as usual.

lols.

ytd after he's wedding dinner then he straight came to my house.

his body is full of liquor smell.

YUCKS!

then after that my delivery came.

by apple baby and thomas.

slack at my house, chit chat and play till bee wake up then showered and head to katong.

played pool and went to eat.

haven't slept for the whole night.

wtf.

zzz

hugging beebee to slp later.

ii don't need you to be damn rich.

ii don't need your sweet talk.

ii don't need your everything.

ii just need your love, care, pampered, dote and you to by my side.

that's all ii want.

what have you done for me, ii know and ii understand.

ii can feel how you felt towards me.

ii'm glad ii have you by my side and ii need you by my side too.

ii love you, bee!

<33sss

Shall update soon.

Take care people~

2010-01-05T19:12:00.012+08:00

ii don't know why are the pic so small but ii think you all can see bahs. =)

2010-01-05T18:46:00.002+08:00

hihi readers.
long time no update liao.
now come here nagnag abit.
hahas.
now is 2010 lerhs.
finally.
new year new start, new start new me.
wahaha!
finall choose to give up on you due to your acting.
gp beebee is right.
why drop my tears for you?
are you worth it?
after all it's not only you ii could choose right?
hahas.
so leave me alone.
far away.
don't after drinking come and say things to me and etc!
like wth!
ii'm not your spare tyre anymore.
hahas.
ii'm no longer a fool.
hmmm.
saying out what ii wanna say already.
gtg.
bb.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

2009-12-20T21:04:00.006+08:00

2009-12-20T20:49:00.002+08:00

hais.
so boring now.
nothing to do at all.
cant upload pic to com.
then that's why cant put in fb.
hmm.
have been clubbing and haven't found a job.
sadded.
wanna find a good guy and stable down!
want to be a good gal already.
hahas.
cant be naughty.
okay okay.
shan't be too naggy liao.
wil upload pic in the next post.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

2009-12-06T09:28:00.002+08:00

hais.

long time no update lerhs.

happen loads of thing.

2mnths of been single.

someone have finally touch my heart and when ii'm going to commit to you,what have you told me?

still like your ex?

why nowdays guys that around me haven't let go of their ex?

or are that all excuses?

ii'm tired of love.

ii'm really giving up.

going to mia soon.

next week would be my last week of club and ii'll mia.

cherish peeps. :)

don't act as if you care if you don't.

don't act as if you do care of me in front of others.

ii want to feel it coming out bottom of your heart.

ii'll try to wait.

ii'll miss you and ii'll wait for you to notice that you do actually have feeling and will come back to me.

shall upload pic soon.

shall update soon.

Take care peeps~

2009-11-18T12:09:00.002+08:00

long time no blog lerhs.
was busy hanging out with my frens, babes and club.
and nowadays don't know why keep hanging around panjang.
not say very fun but don't know what to do.
ii think ii really have to go look for a job already.
my life can't continue in this way.
should stop enjoying myself already.
now at ryan's house.
going shower and slping soon ii think.
tonight ph again!
cant wait.
lols.
seriously ii love my babes.
not going to drop any tears for any guys anymore.
nowadays guys around me are such a lousy player.
you should know who ii'm talking about.
hahas.
still in search of tan jiajie.

Shall update soon.
Eake care ppl~

Bear Grudge !

2009-11-12T16:05:00.002+08:00

hais .
long time no blog liao .
nowadays keep toning outside .
have not had a good slp since tues night .
damn tired .
cause always at panjang .
currently ii'm looking for one ljk call tan jia jie .
anyone who saw him pls let me know .
and tan jia jie .
if you happen to see this run as far as you can .
you're totally not a man !
dare do don't dare admit .
ii just a gal you also scare then run lohs .
hahas .
have been clubbing and toning for weeks .
dying soon .
sick again sia .
sian .
ytd went ph .
loads of thing happen .
wasn't a good day afterall .
you upset me .
and ii'm just lying to myself .
eventhough it's just p.t but ii don't know why ii felt upset seeing all that .
what do guys really take me as ?
halo .
ii'm just a simple gal who just want to have fun now and settle down later with my work and relationship after ii have enjoy enough .
to all guys outside .
you all know who you are .
don't say you love me or have feeling for me if you just want to fool around and not into a relationship yet .
onces ii wants to settle down that's it .
and people out there .
ii don't really bear grudges .
so if you really can make me bear grudge on you, ii will hate you FOREVER !
and ii mean it !
trust me .
don't try me .

Shall update soon .
Take care ppl ~

At lanshop

2009-10-27T04:22:00.002+08:00

at lanshop now .
with boyboy .
hahas .
this two weeks have been club, drunk, pub, drunk .
MAD !
sometime ii do think, is this the life ii want ?
am ii enjoying it or torturing myself ?
when do ii even want to settle down ?
idk .
the fun ii have with my babe at ph .
the hurts that recall .
noone knows .
idk why too .
trying hard but sometime everything just came this way .
now there is someone that can treat me better .
why should ii stuck myself in the past !
why are we gals, those clubbing with me stuck ourselve in the past ?
we must wake up babe !
hahas .
Guys are not worth it !
ytd went to play mahjong at gp baby house with boyboy and ah shun and gp baby .
gals on winning side .
boyboy lose the most .
lousy !
lols .
boyboy .
rmb what ii wrote on your hp earlier on ?
just give me time okay ?
thanks .
don't know what to blog anymore .
WED PH !!!
hahas .

Shall update soon .
Take care ppl~

2009-10-13T17:51:00.005+08:00

love my current life now!

2009-10-13T17:42:00.002+08:00

hmm..
so long didn't blog lerhs..
don't know what to blog about too..
damn sian..
ii prefer my single life now very much..
no need to stress anything and etc..
just happy go lucky..
and contact whoever ii want and do what whatever ii want..
gonna be a bitch already..
cause been faithful is really very tired..
sick for 1 week plus lerhs..
don't know how..
still not okay yet..
ii want my health back!!!
ii change a new look but some of them think no different..
but ii think it does look different..
and my hair is much more in order..
hahas..
took a group pic with my collegue all gals in black..
lols..
pic will be in the next post..
Enjoy ~

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~

Test!

2009-09-27T21:50:00.002+08:00

What was your:

1.Last beverage: green tea
2.Last phone call: Liping_bitch
3.Last text message: :Liping_bitch
4.Last song you listened to: tuo xie
5.Last time you cried: 2-3 hrs ago?
6.Have you ever dated someone twice: Yes
7.Been cheated on: Yes
8.kissed someone and regretted it: No
9.Lost someone special: No
10.Been depressed: Yes
11.Been drunk and threw up: Yes
List three favourite colours:
12.Black
13.Pink
14.Yellow
This year have you:

15.made a new friend: Yes
16.fallen out of love: Yes
17.laughed until you cried: Yes
18.met someone who changed you : Sort of
19.found out who your true friends are: Yes
20.found out someone was talking about you: Yes,maybe
21.kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yes
22.how many people on your friend's list do you know in real life: Most
23.how many kids do you want to have: 2
24.Do you have any pets: No
25.do you want to change your name: Yes
26.what did you do for your last birthday:Cry
27.what time did you wake up today: 11am
28.what were you doing at midnight last night? Online
29.name something you cannot wait for: To find the right guy
30.last time you saw your mother: Just
31.what is the one thing you wish you could change about your life: Looks
32.what are you listening to right now: Baby, dui bu qi.

33.have you ever talked to a person named Tom:No
34.what's getting on your nerves right now:My nephew and him!
35.most visited webpage: FB and Blog
36.What's your real name? Wei Urn
37.Nicknames: Valerie
38.relationship status: Single or attach? Idk.
39.Zodiac/horoscope: Tarus
40.male or female: Female.
41.Elementary school:First Toa payoh Pri, Kheng Cheng School
42.Middle school: First Toa Payoh Secondary School
43.High school/college: Nil
44.Hair colour: Black, with bits og gold?
45.Long or short: Long
46.Height: 162
47.Do you have a crush on someone: Not now
48.what do you like about yourself: Everything!
49.piercings: Ear and tongue
50.tattoo: No
51.righty or lefty: Righty
52.First surgery: None
53.First piercing: Sec 2?
54.First best friend: Cuilian, Eos, Edwin
55.First sport you joined: Basketball
56.first vacation: Malaysia
57.first pair of trainers: ???

Now:

58.Eating: Yes! my dinner
59.Drinking: Yes
60.I'm about to: Finish this up!
61.Listening to: None
62.waiting on: To meet him!

Your future:

63.Want kids: Yes
64.get married: Yes
65.career: Yes

Which is better?

66.lips or eyes? Eyes
67.hugs or kisses? Both
68.shorter or taller? Taller
69.older or younger? Younger
70.romantic or spontaneous? Romantic
71.nice stomach or nice arms? Both72.
sensitive or loud? Both
73.hook-up or relationship? Idk
74.trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant

Have you ever :

75.kissed a stranger? No
76.drank hard liquor? Yes
77.lost glasses/contacts? Yes
78.sex on first date? No
79.broken someone's heart? Yes
80.been arrested? Yes
81.turned someone down? Yes
82.cried when someone died? Depends who is it related
83.fallen for a friend: Yes

Do you believe in :

84.yourself? Sometimes
85.miracles? Yes
86.love at first sight? Yes
87.Heaven? Yes
88.santa claus? Yes
89.kiss on the first date? Yes
90.angels? Yes

Answer truthfully:
91.had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at one time? No
92.did you sing today? Yes
93.ever cheated on somebody? No
94.if you could go back in time, how far will you go?Can ii go to the future instead?
95.if you could pick a day from last year and relive it , what would it be?Valentine
96.are you afraid of falling in love? Yes, it hurts
97.do you prefer dark or light? Dark
98.emo or happy? Emo
99.friends or alone?Depend
100.posting this as 100 truths: Yes

2009-09-27T18:20:00.002+08:00

ii saw your post..
ii totally got nothing to say..
so all was me?
fine..
still got no mood..
mood is playing me..
so you ask me to gun yuan yuan..
hais..
ii told you loads of thing before..
now you say me in this way..
what does it all means?
ii shall stop talking..
ppl enjoy those pic in the previous post..
that part of the pic that we have took this one mnth..

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~

got nothing to say..

2009-09-27T18:08:00.016+08:00

Everything has end

2009-09-27T14:44:00.002+08:00

hais..

everything has come to an end..

iszit good or bad?

this is the first pic that we took tgth..

will ii regret?

ii don't think so bahs..

seriously, you are the first guy that treated me this way..

don't be proud..

this is not a thing that should be proud..

from now onwards noone will find you prob and quarrel with you liao..

you can have peace..

thanks for all the thing that you have done for me..

the crystal flower, this blog skin and etc..

ii'll keep all this properly..

and it will always be in my memories..

but seriously you totally have no rights to say love..

cause you don't know how to love someone..

you don't how to treat them..

ii totally have nothing to say and no mood now..

lastly, ii'm really truely thank you for this one mnth..

I love you!

hope you can take care of yourself..

or maybe you won't even bother..

Shall update soon..

Take care ppl~

Sick and tired!

2009-09-27T13:35:00.002+08:00

Why are you doing all this to me?
Do ii deserve it?
this few day ii've been feeling very down..
do you even know that..
ii had once think like that if ii have started my morning job are we going to meet lesser?
will our distance be further?
we just started for a mnth..
all ii want is just your concern, love, care, acc me more..
but what have you prove to me?
what msg have you once send me?
or are you tired of me already?
anything just let me know..
can you?
you making me very xin ku..
it's finally a weekends!
you know how long have ii been waiting for this day to come?
to hang out with you, and spent the days tgth?
but you have never leave this days for me..
ii've waited for your call till quite late..
till ii call you..
what have you say?
ii'm really disappointed..
do something..
if not ii don't wish to drag this on..

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~

Stress!

2009-09-27T00:59:00.004+08:00

Stop pushing the blame to others..

this is all up to yourself whether do you want to meet me?

even if you ask me run to batok ii'll also..

but you never say so..

how many frens have ii met urs and how many have u met mine..

ask yourself with your heart..

today loads of ppl ask me: it's a weekend today, why never meet your bf?

ii replied: oh. cos he go to his frens chalet..

once again they say: huh? He go his fren's chalet, he never bring you along? leave you alone?

it totally shut my mouth up!

ii don't know what to reply..

he didn't even try asking me..

if he did ii still can say that is ii don't want to tag along..

but ii just got shoot!

ii think back..

you say we gonna talk on the phone tonight even if you are at the chalet..

rmb me saying that you won't even rmb me or call me..

you will just be busy enjoying yourself..

having fun, hang out with frens and etc..

just now you drop me a text say that you miss me..

ii laugh..

not bcos ii'm happy, but ii was thinking are you sure you even miss me?

when was the last time we even contact each other?

how many hrs pass?

last time ii say that your msg for me is getting lesser..

what did you ans me?

you say that ii just send you off..

the time just pass few hrs, do ii have to drop you a text now and then?

and ii got nothing to say..

how abt now?

do we meet everyday?

do ii just left you not long ago?

No!

then why is the msg still so less?

forget it..

pls don't say anything to me nor promise me anything!

ii rmb every words you say..

you really hurt me loads..

wo xiang fang qi lerhs..

Shall update soon..

Take care ppl~

2009-09-26T20:48:00.003+08:00

hais..
now ii have start an office hours job..
it's not bad..
but me and dear spent lesser and lesser time..
this week we only meet for 3 days..
and the timing is very short..
on tues, after my training ii went down to batok to look for him for one hrs..
wed, he out of sudden cant and fetch me after work and send me back to tpy for another job, we onli meet each other for 3omins..
denn late night he came to my house to stay overnight..
came for ard an hrs denn we fall aslp..
next day after we woke up in derhs noon we have to go..
thurs, after he went home, we meet again at night 8plus to celebrate our 1mnth anniversary and head home at 11?
all the calculation this 3 days we only spent 6 hrs tgth and we also spent quite less time on the phone already..
everything became lesser..
today is my off day, but we didnt meet..
he went to his frens chalet..
overnight..
he didn't even thought of meeting me at all..
he didnt know how badly ii miss him..
ii have been moody and vex this few days..
ii have been thinking loads of things this few days..
are you the one changing or iszit me?
things turn out to be different..
ii'm really sick and tired to nag, say and scold or quarrel with you anymore..
ii just feel like crying badly..
who knows?
maybe this is a reaction of my period, but can you pls at least show me more love and concern?
or maybe you don't need me anymore..
ii don't like people who only talk but no action..
ii'm totally disappointed..
hearts died!
maybe we just aren't meant to be..

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~

Sorry cuicui!!!

2009-09-19T02:23:00.002+08:00

ii'm so tired now..
lols..
now at dear dear's house..
think today have to slp in the living room already..
hais..
thanks to him!
upset cuicui too..
cause make her wait for me at tpy the whole night with s.x..
ii'm terribly sorry gals!!!
ii'll compensate you gals..
hahas..
ytd went to bird park with dear and his grandparent!
lols..
only went there for few hrs cause his grandma tired liao..
then cab back to his house..
went to work at ard 6..
hahas..
it's time to count down now for our 1st mnth!
it's next thurs..
Yeah!
quite excited and cant believe it cause didn't expect that we could last that long..
hahas!

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~

♥ my one and only JAYSON TAN

Disappointment!

Photo of my little boy.

Longed since updated.

Testing testing

37 more days!

New stuff bought for precious baby kayven!

baby kayven 7th mnth big

Our baby's clothes!

Heart broken!

New year trip

Baby movement!

Our wedding photo!

Dead!

Pic of our baobei!

last day of work

Felt depressed!

Boring

hais.

Mid-autumm festival!

5th monthsary and national day pic!

PIC UPLOADED!

Sentosa!!!

Happy 4th monthsary!!!

tired!

irritated!

photographer charge, 5bucks per pic!!!

Suifeng's bf baby!

Happy 3rd monthsary!!!

hais

MOODLESS!

lazy

STALKER!!!!

NICE!~

Thanks bibi!

working days!

My 19th b'day bbq at ecp!

hais. really vex!

random pic!!!

ii love you, my dearest JAYSON TAN!

Happy 2 mnth anni!

Happy b'day to all taurus ppl!!!

loving you foever

HAPPY 1 MNTH ANNI!!!

really vex!!!

the loves!!!

the word FOREVER!

ii want my satio!!!

had a great fun!

awaiting for tonight!!!

miss those day!

tired day

*[(2oo31o)]*

Looking forward for tmr!

pic night out at ph!!!

outing day!!!

hmm. memories!!!

Till next sat

Just some random post! =)

*[(18o11o)]* LOVES!

Bear Grudge !

At lanshop

love my current life now!

Test!

got nothing to say..

Everything has end

Sick and tired!

Stress!

Sorry cuicui!!!

[(2oo31o)]

[(18o11o)] LOVES!